Harp the Wigglytuff @wigglytuffitout@computerfairi.es

well nevermind, the secrets of vegan cream cheese frosting will go unknown for another day because apparently when cinnaholic says "open to 9" they mean "closed a 7:15" so if anyone needs me i'm going to sulk into my oatmeal

anyway cinnaholic says everything they have is vegan. now, a vegan cinnamon roll, i will grant you, that is doable. ...but i'm not sure how this vegan cream cheese icing is going to go. (i'm hoping maybe it's the lone non-vegan thing in the store, and that information has been lost on the menu of the company i am using to deliver them to me for dinner.)

self care is ordering 20 dollars of cinnamon rolls to be delivered to your door for dinner, right? ....right?

it's fine, they're like vegan n shit, i ordered fruit on one, it's fine,

my hottest #lolitafashion opinion (EXCLUDES ISSUES OF CULTURAL APPROPRIATION MIND YOU)

"healthy at any size doesn't exist because i have health problems because of my weight"

cool. that's YOU. that's YOUR health. the anti-fatphobia movement is for more than just YOU.

additionally, health as the arbiter of worthiness is fucked up. some of us, like my disabled ass, will NEVER be "healthy".

i understand how you got into these thought loops but you don't gotta damage those around you by continuing to give them play and space in everyone's heads

parasols AND all my nail powders and the UV opal gel to try! so time to get some food, then a long relaxing shower, then paint my nails!

anyway at least my parasols are here so i have that going for me

seriously though.

same laptop, same conditions.

ffxiv, with everyone's spell effects, plus the fancy bosses, plus all other fucking nonsense, in a big raid? smooth as butter. no hiccups, no stutters. 24 people, shiny shiny spell effects, fancy clothing, crazy boss animations, adds - no problem.

WoW?

it's a 50-50 shot i actually load dalaran instead of getting booted from the server because WoW has a screaming tearful meltdown. and that's with maybe 2 other actual players in dalaran.

to further be a negative nancy: i wish people would get off my dick for two hot seconds whenever 'gamer laptops' are mentioned. yes i know a tower pc is better. do these chucklefucks ever stop to consider that there are Perhaps Reasons Why I Am Not Using A 'Proper' PC? and perhaps these reasons are Good Ones? that may connect to Being Disabled? SO MAYBE DON'T GET ALL "LOL GAMING LAPTOPS ARE TRASH AND ANYONE WITH ONE IS TRASH" YOU ABSOLUTE FROTHING DINGBATS?

i know they are attempting to be friendly, but man, major badfeels still with one person in this rp community. he said it was a joking overreaction, and i'm usually ok with the internet being a bit wild, but something rang scarily true when he was ranting that people who didn't do spreadsheets the way he recommended should go die. something flipped the deep deep instinct of I'M IN DANGER I'M IN DANGER APPEASE APPEASE APPEASE. not quite over it.

actually roleplaying? no, no, never, why do that when i could spend a stupid amount of time futzing around making various in-character documents with free online widgets

more introductory stuff that i should pin:

1. i have a really cute dog! her name is holly! you'll find me tagging pics of her often with #hollypls ! 🐶

2. i really am getting into fashion as much as spoonie body will allow, and i particularly like #lolitafashion ! (NOT touching the fetish aspect of it at all. i just like frilly dresses!) i am working on chronicling my endeavors there at sweetdisabled.com and sweetdisabled.tumblr.com ! 💖

also, wrow, i should actually maybe follow people instead of just, like, innertubing along the federated timeline

i should actually figure out how to have my profile here be a profile with like the little values filled in and stuff (like pronouns: she/her) instead of just a pile of words that i flung in one big lump while screaming in panic before running away at top speed