Harp the Wigglytuff @wigglytuffitout@computerfairi.es

to equate my "sometimes i get annoyed about having to shave" to the suffering of, well, actual intersex people, would just be insulting to them. people can certainly have it a lot worse than me, just with PCOS, or even have it lighter than me in symptoms and still feel like the label of intersex fits them!

but when i think of myself using it... idk, it feels scummy? it doesn't feel right and fitting.

they rather reasonably said that this was something where it is available to people to self-identify. so i've been mulling over that.

and to be honest, i don't think i really feel that pull. massive respect for those who do, but i'll be blunt, that mantle doesn't sit on my shoulders so well. it just feels like me, personally, reaching and trying to feed a line of bullshit to people to get into places i shouldn't be in.

so

again sorry about all these thoughts i'm about to jettison into the universe. but

so

i keep thinking about a rather interesting thing i read while looking up resources for someone awhile back - a tumblr about intersex advocacy. one of their posts was about how they - and thus the blog - did indeed consider PCOS to be a condition in the intersex header, if the person with PCOS thought it so.

and i was like: huh, interesting!

the building... begins

and will continue once i get a snack. #conanexiles

all the scandals aside, let's be honest. i'm not buying or installing #fallout76 until there are private servers, and specifically there is at least one private server for #mbmbam fans.

i'm not going down those country roads until i can be assured that there is somebody roleplaying Boycar, Protector and King of Chilladelphia https://i.pinimg.com/originals/36/ac/b9/36acb9debfb67057773e06279bb76213.gif

whenever i see someone say "undertale is so cringey, it's just the next homestuck" i get low-key offended

they're very different

undertale is actually good.

and by instagram i mean snapchat

...

listen, i have a lot of nyquil on board,

#todaysselfie feat. instagram filters

ayy apparently the updates from the time when i wasn't playing have ended up doing some much-needed optimization to #conanexiles

i can run everything on medium + high draw distance, WITH chrome still up, instead of it pitching a fit about having to share my computer at all with everything on depressingly low

(but still anti-aliasing turned off) (simply bc you know how there's good anti-aliasing and there's bad? yeah i just don't like anti-aliasing in this game v much. too blurry.)

still somewhat haunted by the fact i may have splatted a five year old in #splatoon2 a couple days ago

seriously, someone tell me that it's the new done thing to put the year you got your system in your username, so i can believe [Personname]2014 was in fact not a very tiny kid

I'M SO SORRY, I THOUGHT THAT AIMLESS WANDERING WITHOUT INKING ANYTHING WAS AN EASY KILL AND DIDN'T NOTICE THE NAME UNTIL AFTER I KILLED YOU....

authentic internet content: writing a bunch of exclamation points and having your finger slip off the shift key at the end so you write a 1 and deleting it as a typing mistake, then pondering, going back, and intentionally putting the 1 back in there to reflect your level of excitement

i need to drag my best friend to the fediverse bc they drew a jackalope fursona and they are SO CUTE and EVERYONE needs to LOOK AT THIS IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!1

time to see if after max dose of decongestants, nasal sprays, and so on, if i will be able to sleep

or breathe

or both at once

correction: it was two and a half hours later

forgive me if i'm thinking that "i just wanted support, you're making me feel bad" was actually code for "i'm mad you've offered a thorough rebuttal for my point"

"i'm feeling very put out by you challenging my statement when i wanted only support for a whine"

...as valid as that desire is, the time to tell me that is... not 30 minutes of discussion later

listen, i realize there are many things to object to in the middle east, and that critique of israel should not be off the table, and so on,

however,

holy fuck if some folks could stop slapping a new paint on nazi talking points and declaring it woke, that would be real good

it's bad when even my goy ass notices it

NO THERE IS NOT A ~*CONSPIRACY OF INTERNATIONAL JEWRY*~ TO ~*KEEP PEOPLE FROM THE TRUTH*~ WILL YOU PLEASE CALM DOWN

listen, i realize being the token cishet makes me very unpopular around these parts, but i think we can all agree - if i was a political lesbian, i'd be infinitely worse

i'm fairly certain all the cold medicine i am taking will not help AND I HAVEN'T EVEN PUT THE PSEUDOPHEDRINE IN MY MOUTH YET AHAHAHAHAaa.....

....

but also the powders u buff into gel nail polish are just so fuckin cool you guys. and also i ordered a bb cream i'm super excited to try and also a wet n wild dupe for an anastasia beverly hills eyeshadow palette that people say is really good and i'm so excited because i can't drop like 42 bux on eyeshadow but i can swing 6 bux!!!!

...also, honestly, if i'm overstepping please tell me.

i sometimes just get super excited to talk girly shit that my cishet ass may blunder straight into spaces that trans femmes had cordoned off.

i just think this stuff is neat lol, and am excited to share what i've learned, because honestly i was in a weird internalized self-hate bubble until like mid college, so i am slowly catching up on shit that most cis girls got down around, idk, middle school? and that's slightly same hat, idk.