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On reflection, 2022 has easily been my loneliest year on record. The heartbreak early in the year cracked something deep in me, possibly irreparably.
I’ve worked hard to find joy in the things I like doing, and found some marginal success, but that crack… It opens to an endless sucking void. Sometimes it’s all I can do to keep from imploding into despair.
The music and friends, they help. But i feel myself skipping like a stone on the waters of oblivion. I fear I’m running out of momentum
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@AbuhRae for what it’s worth this is almost surely one of those things that time will eventually heal. I wish I had a more satisfying solution but all I can say is try and be patient with and kind to yourself.
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@cailinkins yeah I’m def doing my best to give myself Grace on this, but yeah. Blah. This one hit different and I’m not the same person I was before it. Colder and more distant as a self defense mechanism.
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@AbuhRae *big hug* ❤️