Parallax webcomic, p. 30, drama continues
YOU DID IT TWICE
WHAT THE HECK KEL
Parallax webcomic, p. 30, drama continues
(we're all worked up, is the problem, it's scrambling our situational awareness a little. maybe you should take some time to lie down, Chara)
Parallax webcomic, p. 31
okay, we're feeling a bit better now
page thirty-one
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-31
nice page layout here, with a horizontal strip in the middle used to illustrate a flashback
Lomax is at wit's end. they try to pull off the strange new outfit and it won't come off (I always wonder about that stuff, with tokusatsu outfits...like, do the clothes even come off?)
in the bathroom mirror they look at the glowing pink lozenge now in their forehead, baffled
Parallax webcomic, p. 31
flashback time: Lomax remembers Prof. Rodgers holding out the little wooden box and saying, "if you really want to change, this might be useful. you can talk to me."
hm
"Mr. Rogers!" says Lomax. ("Rogers", note, not "Rodgers". another slip?) unsteadily the kid fumbles for the slip of paper with a phone number
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(btw I double checked the number, it's not a legit one, too many digits and the first digits don't match a known country code)
Parallax webcomic, p. 31
page thirty-two
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-32
Lomax hides in the bathroom again, squatting with both butt and feet on the toilet bowl lid (you know I don't think any of us has ever done that, sat on the toilet completely off the ground, but I won't swear to it)
Lomax looks like utter hell
they dial the number (which I DID dial myself btw, although I was pretty sure it was invalid, and it was)
"Mr. Rogers?" (again it's wrong) "I need help"
Parallax webcomic, p. 33 (argh argh argh)
ok, we're at a title card, basically
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/end-of-chapter-one
"end of chapter one" although the subtitle says "0: Up Is The Only Way" so maybe that was really chapter zero? haha
a signature says "M. Falke". got no idea who that is even though I've met at least a couple of the people who've worked on this
we've all had like, twenty names apiece at least
all of us in involved in this goddamn tire fire
Parallax webcomic, p. 33 (argh argh argh)
bleh, anyway
central figure is the new improved Lomax, in anime garb, the lozenge sending rays of light out in the form of an X, dividing up the page
to their left, Prof. Rodgers with the wooden box
to their right, two figures...parents perhaps? the better-seen figure definitely looks like mom. (we've got a weird memory when it comes to faces cos of the aphantasia thing)
Parallax webcomic, p. 33 (for real) (violence)
oh, THIS is page thirty-three. the previous page doesn't count as having a page number I guess
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-33
unknown distance later in time and space. it's outdoors, it looks like anyway, and we're in some forested place. the crescent Moon is in the sky in a manner that's either highly stylized or meant to be alien *shrugs*
Lomax has fallen to the forest floor amid the pine cones. they're bleeding superficially.
Parallax webcomic, p. 33 (for real) (violence)
hrm, what's next is difficult easily to describe. Lomax appears to have fallen among a population of some vaguely humanoid creatures, taller than Lomax by far, and bearing dark cubes for heads and other cubes incorporated into their bodies in other places. there seem to be a number of them about
a frame shows us, slightly surprisingly, Prof. Rodgers. he's shouting: "Lomax, you gotta move! LOMAX!"
Lomax seems not to hear. they look sweaty and sick
Parallax webcomic, p. 33 (for real) (violence)
page thirty-four
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-34
Lomax looks up to see one of the cube-headed figures looming very tall over them. they dash away just as the creature aims a blow
Lomax sprints away through the forest in desperation. from an unknown distance away Prof. Rodgers shouts, "good! get some distance and--"
"then what!" retorts Lomax
Parallax webcomic, p. 35 (violence)
bleh. let's keep playing this ridiculous game, what else is there to do
(if all this ends up being even remotely close to what I think it's really all about, there's a whole lot of RL people I'm gonna wanna kick in the fucking 'nads...*sighs* I shouldn't talk that way but goddamn I don't like being jerked around.)
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-35
one of the cube-headed creatures gets a bead on Lomax and starts charging for them
Parallax webcomic, p. 35 (violence)
there's hints of "digitization" in the way the creature is drawn, like maybe we're in a simulation, or the creature is not completely in Lomax's world, or something. impossible to tell
Prof. Rodgers shouts a warning to Lomax from behind a tree
Lomax tries to outrun the creature but it manages to get a good one in--or possibly a different creature gets the jump on them
we see cloth tear across Lomax's abdomen, and Lomax grits their teeth in pain
Parallax webcomic, p. 36 (extreme violence)
it's bad. page thirty-six
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-36
whatever creature has managed to hurt Lomax has drawn blood. Prof. Rodgers watches impotently from a distance, able only to say Lomax's name
the creature backhands Lomax away from themself, flinging Lomax's body hard into a tree
Lomax falls limp to the ground. some bone is broken
Rodgers shouts desperately "you can do this!" DO WHAT
Parallax webcomic, p. 37 (violence, death)
it's no good. Lomax is paralyzed. their eyes swim with tears as Rodgers shouts uselessly and one of the cube-headed creatures looms over them. the last frame shows the creature's reflection in Lomax's staring eye
Parallax webcomic, p. 38
and we cut...to breakfast
ugh
page thirty-eight
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-38
Lomax looks as they did before, red shirt, brown hair. they also look completely wasted
mom greets them in customary fashion. Lomax is sick and hungover and is barely keeping up with the morning routine
finally, a good look at dad. young-looking guy, with a moustache
mom is worried. "you don't have a fever do you?"
Parallax webcomic, p. 38
dad says something about Lomax missing their favorite show
"what's it called? 'Anthrax'?" says mom
"Panthrax", Lomax corrects. they're clearly put out by having missed it, whatever it is
porridge (porridge?? not oatmeal? who literally eats porridge these days) is served
and everyone shushes everyone else to listen to some news bulletin
Parallax webcomic, p. 39 (death)
bleh
whatever else is true, I gotta keep going forward through this. if nothing else it's breaking us of the long-standing habit of never reading comics for more than a little bit before dropping them. maybe we actually stand a chance of getting through "Gunnerkrigg Court", after all this is done, whatever "this" even is
okay, the thirty-ninth step
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-39
oof, the TV news is bad. a seven-year-old (seven!) girl has been found dead
Parallax webcomic, p. 39 (death)
apparently there's some kind of archaeological site west of the town of "Silverdalen" (again, that's just an odd name to me, and reminiscent of Silverdale, WA) and the body was found there. no sign of physical trauma
Lomax suggests the news is almost teasing people into checking out the site for themselves. "don't do that," says dad from the couch. Lomax is on edge and wonders to themself why dad would even bring the idea up. "I've never been a troublemaker."
Parallax webcomic, p. 39 (death)
anyway, Lomax has "things to do". they ride a bus to a place called "King's Park"
Parallax webcomic, p. 40
like Chara, I too am dedicated to continuity :=D
so, page forty
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-40
Lomax is strolling around King's Park and complaining of photophobia. "normally I like the sun but today it hurts my eyes" (remember they complained of their vision not being right after the whole, uh, pink lozenge henshin thing)
and then boom they accidentally walk into the back of a weird person who genuinely looks like the sort of weird guy you'd run into, in a toku show
Parallax webcomic, p. 40
dark brown topcoat and matching hat, pale pink tie, white hair, white beard neatly sculpted to a point. somehow I'm reminded of the character of Dr. Augustus Frost, from "That Hideous Strength", a little-known C. S. Lewis novel
Lomax stares blankly at the stranger and then makes a break for it. something about the encounter has scared the shit out of them
they run and run and run, apparently not stopping until they're out of breath and back at their school
Parallax webcomic, p. 41
page forty-one
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-41
Lomax is out of breath, panting and drooling a bit as you do. they apparently made it to the parking lot of the school, because they spot Dr. Rodgers, whistling and getting into (or out of) their sensible compact car
so is it "Rodgers" or "Rogers"? I dunno if the comic knows for sure, haha
"MR. ROGERS [sic] I NEED TO TALK ABOUT--"
Rodgers instantly shushes Lomax, and says some words meant to reassure
Parallax webcomic, p. 41
"look, I know this is scary and confusing"
then at the bottom half of the page, Prof. Rodgers (I'm sticking with the contention that he's Paul Rodgers's cousin or something) gets Very Serious[tm] and the frame goes purple for some reason and promises that answers are coming. in _private_. how reassuring!
then Rodgers grabs Lomax's shoulders (also reassuring!) and says, basically, "see me in extracurricular class" and walks off
Parallax webcomic, p. 41
Rodgers leaves Lomax standing there, very much lacking in assurance. "I need to...talk..." that's it
well I know THAT feeling
Parallax webcomic, p. 42
finally at the most important page, page forty-two. surely this page will answer all the questions
of course it doesn't
(Chara, or Kara rather, arrived at the knowledge she was trans, at the age of forty-two, how's that for a coincidence)
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-42
Lomax sighs, grumbles about not being able to think straight, and tries to slog through their course load. math, chemistry, language come and go, while Lomax's gloom deepens
Parallax webcomic, p. 42
oh, forgot Biology class. we get a clip of the professor's introduction to her lecture here, giving Lomax and the other students a bright cheery introduction to the world of "Bacterica" [sic], which she later correctly names as the bacteria
(sorry, my eye goes RIGHT to little slips like that)
the biology prof mentions that without our symbiotic relationship with bacteria we would not even be alive and I'm sure this passage is not meant to symbolize a thing to us
Parallax webcomic, p. 43, a word on Seattle postfurry bullshit
all the fun's gone out of this. but we're not in this for fun
you know
I haven't any clue really what's been up with us. whether anyone we've known personally has been _involved_. got nothing to go on really
we've felt like it's been plausible to assume that these people who've collectively hurt us so many times have been making a kind of GAME of it all. having fun pushing us around
maybe because they feel threatened somehow
Parallax webcomic, p. 43, a word on Seattle postfurry bullshit
we've been on the receiving end of a lot of weird misdirected _rage_. and never gotten one solid hint that anyone involved, INCLUDING the authors of this fucking thing I'm working through right now, have changed their minds about Chara and the rest of us
so far as I know, guys, you all still fucking despise the lot of us and still think you have reasons to hurt us. and you know what? we're hurting, all right
Parallax webcomic, p. 43, a word on Seattle postfurry bullshit
and if that's NOT all you assholes' fault, in some way--because honestly I can't think of anyone else in town who'd have both the ability and the motive to do some kind of magical woo on us that would cause us lots of pain--then well you're always free to tell us that directly
stop being such fucking cowards and we'll start having nicer things to say about you and your shit
well
with that out of the way let's get back to routine
Parallax webcomic, p. 43, a word on Seattle postfurry bullshit
page forty-three
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-43
Lomax goes to the "extracurricular" class, which I guess is some kind of review section or study hall or whatever. detention, but for college kids. Prof. Rodgers is there and Lomax immediately tackles him: "I need some answers." but Rodgers nods to the one other student there and shuts the conversation down.
Lomax sits at a desk, fuming, and Rodgers says something about help with math
Parallax webcomic, p. 43, a word on Seattle postfurry bullshit
"it was worth a try," thinks Lomax, as Rodgers gives them a look (that we can't see all of, because the frame cuts off Rodgers's eyes, in a way that's I'm sure not meant to symbolize anything)
Lomax sits. time wastes away till it's 5 pm
Parallax webcomic, p. 37 (violence, death)
page thirty-seven
https://www.parallaxcomic.com/comic/page-37
Lomax lies face-up on the ground. they can't move their body. they're crying, fear has a tight grip on them
some distance away they see one of the cube-headed creatures giving a loud call, as it seems. "I'm going to die," thinks Lomax
Prof. Rodgers keeps shouting "encouragement". "you're wearing the raiment! you can do this!" (FUCK OFF Rodgers why is this even _happening_)