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- i hate twitter.
- i hate mastodon (the platform) slightly less, mostly because it isn't a corporate, algorithms, engagements hellhole.
- i can't really leave either, because as frustrating as it is, it's still the only way i have to follow certain people and see what's up.
- it's also much easier to vomit feelings here (even if it doesn't do anything useful) than it is to bundle them up elsewhere (e.g. a journal).
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i feel like i'm just running around in the same circle as ever (i've already written more than one journal entry on this topic) but it's so difficult. everything about social media is designed to turn human interaction into this horrible shitty feedback loop of interactions leading to this awful temporary happiness
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@Xkeeper I haven't yet figured out the line of what is good to post to Jul rather than here, so I haven't posted a lot there.
I assume you're referring to the like/viral stuff with "temporary happiness". Maybe this is semantic garbage, but I don't think there's any permanent happiness. Instead, any prolonged happiness becomes an increased mood. Maybe the word is just being used to describe two different things? I don't know
I think I'll save some of this for Jul, where I have the room
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@BatElite temporary happiness is just the super-fleeting thing of having your shit get liked or favorited. it's that vapid "someone looked at it" thing
it's not in and of itself bad, but it's become a replacement for actual feelings and thoughts and communication
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@BatElite post everything. always. just postpostpost