negativity
I struggle a lot with admittedly irrational feelings that my presence in social spaces - online or otherwise - is something that is, at best, just really annoying to those around me.
I wish the crappy parts of my brain wouldn't spend so much time and energy trying to convince myself that I should just pack up and wallow in self-imposed isolation. 😅
anyhow, that's my complaint post of the week. o3o