I dont think that the whole kitty gender thing is actually a thing for me. I was just trying to bring validation and attention to my otherkin species identity stuff (which is still very real and there)

Maybe this is just more internalised queermisia, but it still kinda feels like im faking it with mew/purr pronouns, the name kit, etc.

I think i'm gonna go back to the name Audrey and she/her pronouns (and the old account). I'm still a kitty, but its not my gender or anything. Sorry for wasting all your time with my bullshit.