old creative stuff, deep shame and somewhat -
oh god i dug out a bunch of my old doodles and drawings that were on note paper that I thought up when at various jobs and
P R O B L E M S
so many.
good lord. ><; Younger me was a trashfire.
Like I had this idea for a "comedy" comic strip with a somewhat Order of the Stick inspired art design but a bit more anime, and... yikes. yiiiikeeeeeeeesssssss.
old creative stuff, deep shame and somewhat -
clearly i was having deep seated problems with gender and sexuality at the time but was too dense/in denial to actually realise it, and internalised it with a lot of really awful ideas and behaviours -_-; like, a LOT. Then again this was about the time I also thought a certain imageboard site was a good thing... so, you know.
clearly some mental poisoning going on there.
old creative stuff, deep shame and somewhat -
There's some okay stuff but honestly I'm thinking I should just throw this crap into a bin and just be done with it. I might revisit the ideas, but dear god NOT like this. jfc. I was so ignorant of so much, botha bout myself and the world.