u ever feel like a criminal bc u receive a finished commission shortly after announcing u have money problems even tho it was paid for Before aforementioned money problems
u ever get an anon on curiouscat berating u bc of this exact thing
actually they were berating me bc of "openly pondering what to commission next" after saying i had money trouble like thats an actual thing ive done or something
and like making plans for when i get paid is illegal or something
im tired. just unfollow me if it bothers you please
ppl keep acting like i spend all my money on commissions and not like i had to spend it all on medical bills and replacing my destroyed and worn out clothing & shoes this month (as a result of which i didnt get to buy any art at all with my paycheck)
@pup_hime I mean regardless, after all that getting a commission is perfectly okay anyway. It's like, fuckin'... jeez. You deserve something nice after going through all that crap. They can fuck off with that "you shouldn't be buying commissions or fun stuff if you've got bills to pay!" oh yeah sure let's all just live in a lifeless, boring, awful drudge of paying bills that'll be fun. ugh.
@pup_hime sorry i didn't mean to rant. I just get really, really annoyed by this "poor people shouldn't have nice things ever!!" bullfuckery, and it sucks when people like yourself have people pulling that shit at them :( *sends hugs if wanted* You're more than valid for buying yourself nice stuff to give yourself something to look forward to. it's self care, surely.