@heatherhorns Oh it was always there, I was just utterly unaware of it the whole time because of a lot of internalised transphobia and christian upbringing from my past, so... ugh.

Like I said, I was kinda a mess for the LONGEST time. My current identity/sona is literally me, in the truest sense. Physically not that different either, just smoller. :3 (and I have longer hair lol)