short diatribe but i just want to say that the prominence of tall-ish thin trans women being displayed as the norm and being given prominence has severely damaged my self image and how i place myself into scenarios in my head

I literally do not know what I will be able to wear after transitioning because I know all the outfits I see ppl wearing and would deeply, deeply like to wear, I know will not work for me and will make me look pretty crap.

this sucks and I can't even form a coherent mental image of myself anymore

thank you for reading