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Today I don't feel much besides... angry.
I hate feeling angry.
If I ever do, it means something has critically failed somewhere, because I try taking so many steps to keep myself from being angry.
But I am.
I am incredibly angry, fuming, seething, ...
At myself.
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There isn't anything else going through my mind right now besides "I am complete trash with no purpose in the world."
I want so badly to hurt myself right now.
I can't, because my mechanism keeping me from doing that is still functional.
But it is definitely being strained.
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@Raspberryfloof If I was there I would honestly give you the biggest hug and reassure you that you have purpose.
