bad feelings
A lot of things have not been going very well lately. Aside from the recent death of War, which absolutely devastated my roommate, there's the mountain of medical bills and constant doctor visits for my partner, the lost package I sent my good friend, my other partner's living and financial situation, my mostly nonexistent relationship with my other other partner, stress from all the rush jobs at work, and all my other responsibilities…
I can't handle it.
bad feelings
It feels like I don't have any space to hide and cry because too many people are counting on me to be strong and responsible and to do everything. I have to drive everyone everywhere and do all the cooking and the cleaning and laundry and do my job and manage the budget and manage my partner's mental illness and run everything and never ever have a bad day
It's impossible
