Lewd, but not really
And, honestly, who knows? Maybe, when I start masturbating again, I'll end up discovering a whole new world of pleasure I'd previously numbed myself to. Or it might just become that thing I do every now and again to keep my prostate working. I honestly don't know.
Lewd
Incidentally, on the subject of keeping prostates working, I actually looked up how to milk a prostate in case I might need to before I conclude this experiment and uh...wow, there are some diverging takes. One site talking about how it's the most intense orgasm a man can have and every man should try it and another site talking about how it's humiliating and causes barely any pleasure making it perfect for a dom to humiliate a sub in chastity with. Like, wow. Okay. That's a big difference.