Okay, I think I'm getting closer to gender. I'm most likely enby. I don't quite experience dysphoria, per se. Instead, not wanting to be a boy is more dysmorphia. However, wanting to be a girl is euphoria. Like, there may be some dysphoria, don't get me wrong, but I think a not insignificant part of my body hatred is more not liking my body than not liking how male it is. Still trying to work this shit out, but we're getting closer, we think.