personal
Today's been a hell of a day. I've mostly moved out of my apartment and back home. Now to try and re-escape this shitty little hellhole of a town. I'm tentatively moved into the guest room, since my sibling still hasn't moved out. They don't move out til next week. So, no big bedroom yet. And, when I get the bedroom, I get to try and clean out a moldy AC so that I can sleep in a cold room again :P
But, hey. It's fun, I guess. I'm gonna be sore tomorrow, though :P
personal, mh
On the bright side, at least I didn't have to face a source of trauma. My aunt (the one who I had an incident with last Christmas) was supposed to be coming to help, and I straight up told Mom "No she's not." That apparently made the aunt upset about me not wanting to talk to her (even though she was only told we had enough people). Which, like, yeah? Why would I want to talk to you after what you did? But, anyways
personal, mh
I also learned this morning that I still have issues accepting that I do impressive things (and letting others know), as I was telling my therapist of projects I could work on, and got awkward about mentioning Fenix, an operating system I'm working on. (This is the same operating system I described on Lesbiaboard as "nothing too impressive" despite it being *a fucking operating system*.) So, there's one more thing to work on, I guess.
shameless plug, re: personal, mh
By the way, have you checked out Lesbiaboard (https://forums.transbian.love/)? You should. It's a forum for transbians and their friends, and it's good. Join us. You know you want to.
