Gender? Sure ill have some
My relationship to masculinity is the furthest thing from cis, to me. Like sure if I was like full masc and had no Gender thoughts I would be cis; however, this is not how I am approaching it when I express masculinity through fashion and mannerisms and all that shit
I view my masculinity as much a performance as my femininity, in that I am deeply uncomfortable with the notion of being fully in either category, and that to me its just what I happen to fall under to the observer at any given moment. The only time I truly assign said Genders to myself is when I'm expressing attraction to them; this means to say I really only feel masc when I'm experiencing Feelings about another masc, and only femme under those same circumstances
Does this make sense? Like.i am whatever gender makes me the gayest at that moment, in the most serious and unironic way
Gender? Sure ill have some
@mxbluesky Holy shit, I think you've managed to put into words what I've been trying to figure out for years. "i am whatever gender makes me the gayest at that moment" Like, I think that's where all my hold ups and stuff with figuring this out have been. Like, holy shit, that's something I'm gonna have to ponder on
