I miss being the slut I once was. I've always been disabled but I was just healthy enough to have random hook ups and at one point I was poly saturated. But covid took all that away. I can't be in public spaces or date cause of all the allergies and no one masks. I still have one close friend that I live with but they aren't interested in me the way I am in them. The lonelyness of disability really gets to you, I don't think its talked enough about.