@budsofstone sometimes it gets bad enough i start looking a bit sickly
i also start feeling a bit sickly. this is probably unrelated/j
@lizzie yeah I start to look like sorta really cool undertone like porcelain-esque and people tell me I look nice and I'm like no I look like I'm dead
@lizzie i try to get outside but its never enough. Moving from the subtropics was a mistake
@budsofstone sometimes i think i should move somewhere that happens to be colder just bc my state is kind of a shotty place to be but im honestly not sure if i could take it for long
@lizzie the seasonal affective is also alot
@budsofstone there's an old pre-transition picture of me after my first winter in Seattle and I just look fucking white and I hate it lol
@chimerror when I lived in Portland it was real bad, people thought I was white.
@budsofstone omg same