my character in video games: super cute, has a distinct sense of fashion that's recognizable as "me", feel very good about it

Offline/IRL me: mostly wears the same crap I've had since the mid-'00s (when I was in middle/high school)
because I get too overwhelmed with certain types of fabric textures, can't get myself to spend more than 20 USD on new things I actually like, hate that too tight clothing is still a "style", hate returning stuff

feel terrible about it