I like how I went to college for one hyper-competitive underpaid-unvalued thing (illustration)

and now that I have a bunch of health problems it seems like life wants me to get into programming/app design and like,...

is that actually a good idea?? or is it just the same hyper competitive nightmare but in a different outfit

I probably should dust up on my coding skills so I don't fall behind tech wise, but hell fucking NO

I do NOT want to code as a job