weird to get calls from family I haven't heard from in many years

but time is passing and so are family members sometimes and I suppose these are the little eulogies we tell in the little funerals we have in phone calls together

my family's weird, but my cousin almost felt like more of a peer.

maybe this is good. maybe.

(oh, and I have to figure out if they're fascists and/or racists and/or phishing me 😔 😒)