mental, neg
well i seem to have transitioned from debilitating dissociation and anhedonia to debilitating anxiety, woo
mental, neg
i feel like my whole life i am just stuck on input, and nothing i do will ever impact another person's life as much as the things they do impact mine
like, a massless particle in a gravitational field, bound to follow the whims of other entities but never able to have any influence
i feel like a ghost
mental, neg
want to elaborate on this but actual words is energy