:abra: :serperior: executive disfunction posting 

having this problem where :there's stuff I've wanted to do for a long time yet have not done for reasons not entirely clear; so much stuff for so long, in fact, that I'm starting to generate theories about why I'm not able to do things

and I can't(?) do those things for the same reason as before plus also if I did now, without being prompted by a change in circumstance, it would violate the theories I have about how my brain works

:abra: re: executive disfunction posting 

thinking about an old study (never believe anything based on a single study) where kids with developmental (cognitive?) disabilities improved substantially on short-term memory tests when given the explicit instructions to repeat the numbers in their head, vs. "normal" kids who did not benefit from such instruction (possibly b/c they already did that without being asked)

with the possible conclusion that a large amount of the performance gap was different cognitive strategies (intentionally rehearsing the target numbers vs. waiting for the proctor to ask them to reproduce the numbers & hoping they'd be able to remember them)

is there some so-obvious-no-one-mentions-it strategy I'm missing here? is there a step in the task initiation workflow that I'm hoping will happen without me doing it? (the "get up and do the thing" step?)

or idk maybe it's all elaborate self-sabotage to prevent me from attempting a thing and making things worse per some anxiety

don't really want to go read lesswrong but I do remember a post about "spamming microintentions" & that feels shaped like "rehearse the numbers" so I'll check that again ig

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:abra: re: executive disfunction posting 

@emerald Definitely interacted heavily with system stuff for me. Some system members seemed to have direct control while others had to yell at a golem and hope it listens.

re: :abra: re: executive disfunction posting 

@madewokherd sometimes it feels like we're doing the second thing and there's no golem listening

re: :abra: re: executive disfunction posting 

@emerald Having a grounding trigger helped with that, I think, when we remembered to use it. (It was originally intended as a "break any active trances" trigger. Apparently a lot of things are secretly trances?)

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