I'm very lost in doing random shit, but I really have to go outside now
food
I can't really get myself to eat anything that requires any effort at all, or to do anything that I should do, or to do anything to improve my chances of doing stuff (like bullet journal). I feel very very defenseless against the passing of time lol.
food
*grabs 4 leftover tortellini and a grape in an effort to motivate itself to leave the house*
Okay, I will now go and do this thing, and then either wander around aimlessly listening to podcasts or return to my bed and do more not doing anything