parents, abusive background
I really need to get this out of my system and I think Toots are ok for that.
I messed up big time and I have no idea how to fix it.
I told my parents I had a contract for a job (which I didn't and still don't). They wanted to have it for federal family support. I lied to their face bc I was scared of what might happen.
I need to clean this up but I'm absolutely clueless about how.
parents, abusive background
@pandanouk I don't know how to say "hey, I know I told you I had work but I never really had and I'm sorry my brain is so messed up and tells me lying to you is better than telling the truth" without them hating me forever. I don't want them to hate me. I want them to leave me alone. Which they won't bc clearly I'm not able to care for myself.
parents, abusive background
@pandanouk I don't know what I want with these Toots. Maybe attention. Maybe someone who had a similar situation (except I don't think anyone was ever this stupid) or maybe even advice. But I don't really think anyone can help me. Being so dumb must come at a cost I guess.
parents, abusive background
@pandanouk I don't have any advice, but: this sounds really hard, and I wish you all the best for this whole thing 💜 you're great, and making a mistake doesn't change that.
parents, abusive background
@maunzikation Thank you. Really, it helps to know that.