Maybe I should finally give up on uni, and join the #pcode people (right now I don't because I'm afraid that would distract me from uni stuff) and have fun with things that don't involve any things that I'm super bad at
(I'm always proud and happy when I (begin to) understand a thing with numbers or maths, but usually, I don't.)
Also, uni thoughts…
I'm super glad that I don't have to hand in homework, the exercise sheets are not mandatory, I'm like 3 behind and I would never be able to do them in time, but also… I'm 3 behind how am I ever going to catch up
I'm super glad that attendance isn't mandatory, because going to class is super stressful, but also… I haven't been there in forever and I don't watch the recordings because they're made in a group that's taught by a terribly annoying person
I'm super glad that all parts of the class, lecture and exercise thingy, are recorded, but… I don't even watch the lecture part because that's so loong and I can't focus on it and going there would be possible and better buut it's so early in the morning and noooo.
Basically, this is the best version of uni stuff that I can imagine for me, but I still can't do it :s