mood: almost making a slightly different thing from @Jules's @pcode (I would have asked but I kind of gave up early and it never happened, soo!), but then not, because doing stuff that i don't understand is just super not my learning style even though i'm very much drawn to it, and getting bored learning the super-very-basics isn't really solved by skipping them, and now i'm frustrated but also i know a little more about some things but also i'm frustrated.