i'm fucking exhausted and tired that we've had decades to figure out proper methods of real time voice and video streaming to make long distance relationships work over the internet and everything is still more broken and stifling and frustrating than it was 10 years ago
i'm fucking exhausted that my only mean of living is controlled by corporations who do not give a single shit about shipping a functional product not any of them and it only compounds trauma and stress and makes me want to quit life