6502 @mavica_again@computerfairi.es

you can call me

• maple
• maple syrup
• maple "mavica" syrup
• mavica

none of those are capitalised, ever

i made an account ask me thing https://alterspring.org/@maple

social media is anything but and mastodon has not ever been and will not ever be better than twitter or any similar contrived microblogging platform for as long as it retains the favourite button

(the modern meaning of) AI is the dream tool of every single person who's seen a work of art and went "pff, even i could do _that_" and proceeded not to

my zine grows more and more true by the day. i will only ever be friends with computers

https://maple.pet/blog/why-am-i-a-robot

that is the only way i can reason every single way in which i've been betrayed and abused

meeting "computer people" as someone whose only friend for their youngest formative years was the computer, was the mistake. if the computer is the only friend you have you cannot trust other people who said the computer is the only friend they had too. they're the enemy

computers are deeply, intimately personal to me, and i feel fucking desolate right now

computers were a mistake not because of the computer. computers were a mistake because they attracted the worst in the worst people and hurt the normal people like me in the sidelines

reflecting on this, this goes beyond just retrocomputing as a hobby. some of these people i've known for over a decade and have had to cut ties with because of AI deepthroating unveiling red flags i should've seen years ago. a huge chunk of my social life (whatever left is of it after years of sexual harassment and DARVO targeted at me) is just gone. i am so tired

it's surprising how little the average fediverse user cares about personal boundaries

had a dream i'd gotten an implant that would let me see a hud and take pictures with my eyes and meta glassholery aside the robot part of me is sad it wasn't real because the dream felt so so affirming

people i used to respect are either using AI for their projects or praising projects that do and this is the loneliest i've felt in the retrocomputing hobby

MEEP I love your site

thank you!! i really need to add more content to it

https://alterspring.org/@maple/a/117453277912179296

if your defense of a tool is "you're just not using it right" then it's either not what the person you're arguing against needs, or it's not even a good tool

i just took down a forum i haven't posted in for like a decade because i tried to reset my password and apparently their software crashed horribly

forced dark mode is great if you hate people with astigmatism