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high functioning means jack shit when i know i would be the kind of neuroatypical that screams and hits itself that the media likes to portray as low functioning if i hadn't learn to mask urges
i'm currently in the middle of a cptsd anxiety attack but go off about how i'm too normal to need a support structure
the only reason i can even post right now is self-medding my brain with caffeine pills
I scream and hit walls but I've just learned to throw my fits quietly when nobody is around or awake to notice
the only reason my wrists aren't covered in scars like some people i know is because i'm afraid of pain. i'm only still "healthy" out of fear, not bravery or stability