i wish it was true that there's such huge demand for low-level C coders out there like people keep flaunting there is because right now I could write an entire operating system from scratch and still be fucking unemployable
i could learn react wordpress drupal whatever the new js hotness is and still not be able to land a job and i'm fucking exhausted
i don't want to be rich. i want to be able to afford to live
i want to be able to flee my third world country and live with my girlfriends and be able to pay for all of us to be baseline comfortable in our bodies
but that's too fucking much to ask for i guess
i can be the fucking best programmer ever out there, a machine whisperer, and still im unemployable because i spawned in the wrong country and to get to work in another country i need to have a paper telling me i can work in that country and to get that paper i need to have a job
i'm tired I'M TIRED I'M FUCKING TIRED