"what about family" you mean 2 siblings 10 years older than me who all they did was white label bully me and a mom who mostly made fun of the way i was as a kid and just told me to do better
i grew up autistic in a country and more importantly family who thinks autism is a slur
if you wonder why i have outspoken and offensive self-harming outbursts publicly online start looking here
yes i've been to 4 different therapists already but thanks for telling me i need help