fuck fuck fuck.

this is a back story i don't want to put online but this shit keeps fucking happening.

don't drag people into your online beefs. don't post to someone (me) who's dealing with surviving *religious ritual child abuse* a fucking 24,000 word sixty page site about someone i don't know ranting their own personal rant about their abuse and other people's opinions about it. and the only reason is i interact sometimes with the people in the document.

which is completely fucking unavoidable because I have 70,000 followers across a bunch of platforms and i have no control over the number of people that's THREE TIMES THE SIZE OF THE CITY I LIVE IN.

this has brought me completely undone.

and i will mention it's from someone who appears a lovely person and who creates incredible unique artwork i like.

but i cannot deal with that. my occasional subtle posts about not involving others in online shit have come to-

-absolutely fucking nought. And not a goddamned content warning in sight for a direct goddamned message.

the post was about a whole network of people in a country i don't live in, across at least half a decade of time, with receipts and names and all.

AND THEN AFTER ASKING THEM NOT TO DO THIS AND BLOCK ME THEY MESSAGED ME AGAIN.

I blocked. unread. And I will block, unread, no matter who the fuck you are if you try this shit again. No matter how much I admire your-