depression caused by something small and dumb
I'm such a baby at times. Got turned down for a commission and I fucking bawled my eyes out.
The reason it got turned down was something was well within the rights of the artist but the reason, not derivative enough, stung and really made me feel unhappy.
FTR I don't feel any ill towards the artist; they're pretty great, I just have really bad luck trying to find artists when they're open and then my anxiety that it's hard to get a no like that.
depression caused by something small and dumb
@kirbizard
Thank so much ❤
re: depression caused by something small and dumb
@renbymon *sends lots of hugs* That's not being a baby. Being disappointed like that, especially if it's something you've been looking forward to, can be very rough.
re: depression caused by something small and dumb
@ronja
*hugs back* Thank you fren, that means a lot
depression caused by something small and dumb
@renbymon ahh I'm really sorry that happened.
Not derivative enough?
depression caused by something small and dumb
@aggrobadger
Yeah, like not different enough from the original character, which is fair
depression caused by something small and dumb
@renbymon oh! Gotcha. That's...fair but not very nice.
depression caused by something small and dumb
@renbymon its not small and dumb; its ok to feel sad by something, you shouldn't downplay yourself
depression caused by something small and dumb
@renbymon ❤️