I'm such a baby at times. Got turned down for a commission and I fucking bawled my eyes out.

The reason it got turned down was something was well within the rights of the artist but the reason, not derivative enough, stung and really made me feel unhappy.

FTR I don't feel any ill towards the artist; they're pretty great, I just have really bad luck trying to find artists when they're open and then my anxiety that it's hard to get a no like that.