Recently core trans memories have unlocked; the first time that I watched the super sentai show ToQger I fell in love with Wagon and really wanted to be her so badly, despite believing that I was cis at the time!
Now I'm 100# serious that Wagon is VERY gender and a life goal for me! 💜🏳️⚧️ (Also one of the big reasons for me wanting to lose weight!)
Started getting off the bus a mile from home and then walking the rest of the way, and also trying to eat smaller portions (though that's mainly my own fault for cooking too much).