maple classic™ 
sometimes it upsets me that there's a whole side of mastodon i have to keep muted/blocked to keep my sanity but then i remember it'd upset me a whole lot more to remember they exist
i think what upsets me the most is that we have some mutual friends and interactions get really stunted and awkward because of that
@squirrel looking out for yourself aint being shit. you gotta do what you gotta do. people arent entitled to your time
@bugpaws i guess. but it makes me feel so bad to see all of these people interacting with them and like feeling like i'm nobody next to them.
anyway sorry i'm a shit person but there are some things i cannot cope with well