idk it's like i'm constantly out of the loop and not part of the circles and i just

i'm trying to be ok with this and it feels impossible

i don't like things i can't be a part of existing

@squirrel you owe yourself the grace to be fine with wallowing in ennui for today. Because you are awesome, and we all know it. Also, this feeling will pass eventually, so feel as useless as you want to. I felt exactly the same way yesterday and didn't do anything but eat food and wallow and now I'm just like... eyyyy, very refreshed.