anyway it's au i haven't gone anywhere in the past like month other than the minute where i successfully coaxed j onto front

i have been experiencing ? identity euphoria recently like wow i [au] am a real person with a fixed identity and traits and people can get to know me specifically haha wow that's crazy

i don't really expect people to be able to keep up with the intricacies of our system stuff because it's like

so unless you know us quite well for years it is difficult to make those kinds of associations with individuals in our system. my expectations are tempered. i do hope people think of me though