AbuhRae @AbuhRae@computerfairi.es

@cailinkins yeah I’m def doing my best to give myself Grace on this, but yeah. Blah. This one hit different and I’m not the same person I was before it. Colder and more distant as a self defense mechanism.

On reflection, 2022 has easily been my loneliest year on record. The heartbreak early in the year cracked something deep in me, possibly irreparably.

I’ve worked hard to find joy in the things I like doing, and found some marginal success, but that crack… It opens to an endless sucking void. Sometimes it’s all I can do to keep from imploding into despair.

The music and friends, they help. But i feel myself skipping like a stone on the waters of oblivion. I fear I’m running out of momentum

@sinvega @alexandria according to the blurb at the bottom of the current page, that Skin has been stretched over a couple bodies in the intervening years.

It’s sad.

I was reminded today that Desura existed. It's too bad what happened to it, there was some promise there once. Now it's merely a cursed husk.

@mcc no. Gods NO! That is CURSED 😱

@solient still my phone background. I love her so much 😭

@eniko new engine features expanding scope to the point that the project gets overwhelming?? Couldn’t be me 😭

@eniko anyway, I thought that project was neat and wouldn’t be sad to see more of it in some capacity. Pico or otherwise.

@eniko i mean HAD to is maybe overstating it, though it almost certainly would have freed up some significant headroom.

@eniko whatever happened to cat slime?