So my mother is telling me I need my hair cut by Christmas. Heaven forbid I try to grow my hair out at least once.
If she's starting to get this way with hair, I don't want to know what she'll think if I came out to the family.
@scalie_skelly_grrr gotta love overly controlling family members :/
@Chel Controlling over body, less so with my stuff. That moment when my stuff has more respect than my autonomy :( .
@scalie_skelly_grrr that's just fucked up x_X
@Chel It's complicated. Doesn't help my family in general is absolute shit in communicating.
@Chel In short, on top of body dysphoria, I can't settle myself on weight or idk. I feel like such a mess :x.
@scalie_skelly_grrr oof. x_x
I hope you're at least able to get your own place in the relatively near future, so that you have a chance to actually... explore what you want, rather than what your family wants 😬
@Chel It's tiring. I've had my weight fluctuated. When I got told to start losing some weight when I was younger, I did it. Then once I got slim, I was told I need to get more toned now.
I honestly don't even know what shape I want my body to be in. So I'm back to losing weight after gaining a decent belly.