I always worry that people end up finding me to be gratingly dull to interact with after a while x_x

I don’t always have much in the way of interesting stuff to say or contribute to conversations with, so I often end up just not really bothering to try and reach out to people since I’m just like ‘eh what’s the point?’

...which is obviously just entirely self defeating and something I need to do better at fighting against. it can be really friggin hard sometimes though. like seriously, shit