So I’m moving to that shared flat this weekend and although I’m happy I’m more and more anxious and overwhelmed especially as some of the social workers weren’t reliable although I told them I need help with structuring etc so I had two big meltdowns on Friday and Saturday that my partner couldn’t take it anymore and said if this continues to happen in the new place he will leave me now on top of everything I’m afraid to loose him
@FatMadiVersA this is no New behaviour of me I have been having meltdowns and freaking out at him as long as we had our relationship but it has gotten better as I went to counselling because of that and now I’m falling back into old behaviours and the person I go to to counselling is not there until the 5th of February I don’t want of this I don’t intentionally want to hurt him but sometimes when things get too much it just happens and afterwards I feel so shit
