thinking about how i'm probably not who comes to people's minds when they talk about "trans twitter" or "furry twitter"
thinking about how i'm not allowed/invited to participate in any communities other than the ones i started and almost nobody else considers them their first communities so i'm basically out of a home online
thinking about how i'm probably nobody's first choice for anything
thinking about how i wish i was good enough for people to like me
thinking about how the track record of how ostracized from big communities i am makes it hard for me to believe anyone who tells me i'm not a bad person or not an abuser (which i've been branded by the people who ostracized me from said communities)
@mavica_again This doll won't tell you that, then, but will offer you hugs, because it likes you, even if you don't remember it.
