Ren - Moved to chitter.xyz @Nine@computerfairi.es

I had a dream last night and I remember none of it except a song that I was completely certain was from River City Girls except I listened to the soundtrack of it and none of them stood out as "ah yeah that's the song I was remembering" and now I can't remember what the song was aaaaa braiinnnn

oof no gotta stop that for now. it's late and I'm flagging. also argh my face itches.

|LAJK:HSFIKAJSF got really close, ended up taking a hit because I pressed attack one too many times without realising it and got stuck in an attack animation so couldn't roll

NOT impossible tho... Already did the first. The second is giving me some trouble

oof trying to "No Damage" run these bosses is harsh.

think it's time to try Momodora RUTM again.

That GM really was a dick btw. I think I was only friends with him because I didn't know better and I was desperate for some kind of social group to be a part of.

Really glad I didn't give up on roleplaying though because I definitely very nearly did because of him.

It wasn't until I was an adult and moved away from that town entirely that I started enjoying roleplaying again.

one of those "cursed" pieces of armour that changed your character's sex.
By force.

He gave me no opportunity to get it checked out beyond identifying it, which somehow didn't bring up that it was cursed, OR its actual effect. Oh and it actually gave no armour bonus whatsoever despite being "magical", so itw as just a way to force my character to be a guy instead of a girl.

I never understood why it stung so much until now.

At the time I had no idea why I just felt "eh fuck it, why not? It's just a game". When questioned on it because my gm was a dick, and he thought it was "weird", my answer was basically "does it really matter? It's just a character, right?"

Aside from the fact he constantly made sure that any loot that was any good went to his OWN character, and we got the dregs, he also made sure that one piece of sweet loot he gave me was

Ugh, just had an unpleasant memory turn up in my head.

Back when I was younger, first starting to play tabletop roleplaying, I was in secondary school. I got my start with, like many others, D&D. Sort of. One of the people I hung out with starting running, but used D&D basic, and modified it, rather than the actual rules.

My first character was a human warrior or paladin, I forget exactly, but I decided to play a girl.

I keep typoing hsit and ufck and at this point maybe it's easier to just... have that be a thing.

oh damn Analogue's FPGA consoles are some really nice looking pieces of kit

also somehow a macro has been setup on one of the buttons, but goodness knows how to bloody change it or disable it, or even how to make it properly RECORD a macro accurately.

i feel like maybe this keyboard wasn't as great as I hoped. I mean it's functional but I have NO friggin clue what is up with the numpad 7 key. The membrane can't be removed without disassembling the entire keyboard either. which is... irritating.