Ren - Moved to chitter.xyz @Nine@computerfairi.es

now i'm stuck in this fucking mod and it's made by people who are racist dickwaffles either intentionally or unintentionally but oh my GOD, FUCK, i hate this already. ugh.

me ten minutes later of playing through this mod and speaking to some other npcs who are allegedly chinese: "....oh god no. -_-; "

honestly if I had a time machine I would go back to before I got asked "so what do you want to be when you grow up?" and tell younger me to answer "I want to live a life so varied and complex that my wikipedia article is longer than most articles for major countries with a massive table of contents, all of which are of no requirement to be anything more than mundane, simply because of everything that happened." because having a wikipedia article with a ToC that tells its own story is a goal.

Me: "Ooh time to play this Beyond Boulder Dome quest mod, this looks fun!"
BBD Mod NPCs: *all calling my girl character 'he' and 'him' and whatnot as if I was playing a guy when I'm clearly not within five seconds of starting the mod*
me: :| "...this had better be that they just are really friggin weird and not that the mod creators just fuckin' assumed every player character was male and didn't bother making lines for femme characters because it was 'too much work'..."

yes i'm subtooting you @tom

who names themselves "tom (online)" and not "tomline"

*willingly allows themselves to be thrown out an airlock for that one*

dopamine?
more like dope meme

welp, time to install a shitton of extra story/quest mods! :D :D :D

aw dang nearly done with FONV again for an independent ending (which... I am actually liking WAY better than the NCR one now that I'm thinking about it so far. christ I can't believe I kept going for the NCR ending every time before. fuck the NCR,. Plenty of good people living in it, lots of fine, good people... fuckin' brahmin barons and politicians running it though are expansionist, colonialist scumfucks tho)

Outer Wilds is... just a really nice experience.

i found the damn bar it was hidden around the back of the cuppa joe shop there, but i only found it because I had to look up the location of the cell in FNVedit and then extrapolate from there where it was and noticed in the mod it shared a location with the Cuppa Joe shop or osmething to that effect. Guh. goddammit, why is that so hidden, ffff..

I still had to cheat to get one of the cards I was looking for too because it was INSIDE a scenery object, and impossible to get otherwise.

honestly I'm tempted to turn off/remove the goddamn Nevada Skies mod because god it's bloody annoying at this point

asdfkjlsadf dangit fallout NVInteriors where the hell is this Empty Bottle Bar supposed to be in Searchlight what the fuck also WHAT THE FUCK is with the weather it's constantly fucking dark and raining like 24/7 goddammit

test osterone?
uhhh, i dunno, lemmie check with the ethics department if testing Osterone is legit you know?

literally the only good hold music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6g4dkBF5anU