Loneliness
I've been feeling very lonely for a very long time and most of my friends have slowly gotten too busy or too depressed to spend time together anymore. I've been trying to open myself up to new communities to give myself more social opportunuties but they're either dead or I just get ignored...
Loneliness
This is paired up with not having found a job yet and having recently graduated, so I spend the day mostly alone with my thoughts and they go in unhealthy directions if I can't distract myself, self reflecting on why people must not find me interesting enough to talk to, or telling myself that people who haven't been able to find time for me (but have for other people) don't care about me anymore...
And no one I talk to knows how to help. I guess that's why it's leaking over here.
