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I'm happier than I've been in a long time because I have someone to talk to who understands me really well and who is really enjoyable to spend time with, and who I can easily have good conversations with... but at the same time I'm very worried that they're doing to go disappear again and I'm going to crash down again and it's making it harder to enjoy the time I've got.
There's a lot of fragility in my life and I tend to lose the things I like in it, and I don't know what to do about that.
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Usually the big stability in my life is my partner but even she's been really fragile and she's been pushing everyone away and suffering some sort of breakdown and I don't know how to help or if I even can. I just, want something I can hold onto.
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@NovaSquirrel *hugs*