This actually sounds like something I'd be able to fix with therapy or other help, which would be a good idea to make it not disrupt things.
employment (-?)
I got into programming entirely to make games (and I definitely have no interest in the game industry) so I guess it was kind of just the default college option but now I'm not 100% sure how I feel about doing it as work. That's probably the path to take if I'm interested in making more money but that's also not something that matters to me very much until I have my own place.
employment (-?)
I kind of feel a bit shamed for not pursuing something that uses my degree, and feel like there's some sort of obligation to seek out a software job. I also get the impression that most of my classmates have relevant jobs too.
It's really tricky for me since I feel like I'd be a lot happier with something I can easily walk to and that's part-time even if it's not CS, and I don't actually know if I'd enjoy coding for money either since I haven't done it.
I guess in general I also want more people I can talk about Rescue Rangers and such with and watch cartoons with.
I'd like to hear from other people who've got an interest in trying to really push for getting clean, 90s cartoony stuff to be relevant again in the furry fandom. I put together a Telegram group for it and I suppose I'll just see if I can get anything to happen, though this isn't something I'm going to give up on because I care a lot about this.
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